what should i do?

i helped him in so many little things, i gave him my WHOLE LIFE.but he dont appreciate at all. i gave him my money, my time, my future. what have he really given me?sorrow, madness, and tears.i really hoped this was all a dream . when dylan wasnt there, and i have never met him.

4 years together, but it seems like i just knew him yesterday . i rmb 6 months ago, when im 3month pregnent with dylan. when he starts to go out with his friends all day. noone was there for me. i was all alone. no one cared for me. i have to hide from my parents about being pregnent.im scare but he wasnt there . he was outside having his fun time . there's one day, i got real mad after quarrelling with him , and i started hitting dylan. i started hitting my tummy real hard . wishing it would go away(hopefully it didnt hurt dylan).that was the worst time of my life. hopeless, dont know who to ask for, dont know what to do. till now, he's still quarrelling with me even when dylan is coming out in 1 weeks time . i'm afraid of facing everything alone . to the fact that he was actually a useless guy . mummy boy. i hate his mum alot , she seems fake, she dont even care about her son . i dont understand his father either . not giving his son money , and expecting them to feed themselves with nothing? joke much. i just hope everything will go peacefully , thank god.